Breaking the rules of this blog, let's talk about my feelings:
Some people show up in your life when you're more in need and that happened to me last week.
When I was really needing a hug, someone to tell me sweet words and that everything was gonna be ok, I just found that person who did all those things I just said and the best: without any bad intention.
(When you're at a party trying to become sober again, it's easier to be a target to people with "cruel" intentions and it's really annoying, once you're passing through a bad moment and all you need is support).
And then we found some funny people who made me laugh out loud and him, two reasons I believe that made my day worth it and that helped me to forget everything I was worring about.
Friday night came up with more social interaction after office, more drinks, overcoming action, awkward situations and I was doing everything I promised I wouldn't do.
And again he showed up. You know, it's something unbelievable once you're in a big city with lot of places to go, but that happened. Suddenly I got up and run to receive that hug again. A comfortable hug that could say more than any word. I just forgot everything I was doing, started to interact and in five minutes I was ready for more fun, more laughs and happy moments, just because of him.
And thinking about all those things, I realize you don't need a love to heal a wound, you just need someone to support you, even when you don't say a word about your pain. Sometimes it feels like he can read in my eyes everything I'm going through and he doesn't even need to say a word to make me feel better. You know, it's not love or anything, it's just a guy who has the power to make everyone feel happy =)
I thank God for has sent me this gift in moments I was really in need and I trully believe his support helped me not to cry through last week and overcome things I should take at least a month, but I overcame in a day.
To finish this crazy post, I'll put here a lyric I was used to listen and think about another one, but I realized that fits with this one:
Some people show up in your life when you're more in need and that happened to me last week.
When I was really needing a hug, someone to tell me sweet words and that everything was gonna be ok, I just found that person who did all those things I just said and the best: without any bad intention.
(When you're at a party trying to become sober again, it's easier to be a target to people with "cruel" intentions and it's really annoying, once you're passing through a bad moment and all you need is support).
And then we found some funny people who made me laugh out loud and him, two reasons I believe that made my day worth it and that helped me to forget everything I was worring about.
Friday night came up with more social interaction after office, more drinks, overcoming action, awkward situations and I was doing everything I promised I wouldn't do.
And again he showed up. You know, it's something unbelievable once you're in a big city with lot of places to go, but that happened. Suddenly I got up and run to receive that hug again. A comfortable hug that could say more than any word. I just forgot everything I was doing, started to interact and in five minutes I was ready for more fun, more laughs and happy moments, just because of him.
And thinking about all those things, I realize you don't need a love to heal a wound, you just need someone to support you, even when you don't say a word about your pain. Sometimes it feels like he can read in my eyes everything I'm going through and he doesn't even need to say a word to make me feel better. You know, it's not love or anything, it's just a guy who has the power to make everyone feel happy =)
I thank God for has sent me this gift in moments I was really in need and I trully believe his support helped me not to cry through last week and overcome things I should take at least a month, but I overcame in a day.
To finish this crazy post, I'll put here a lyric I was used to listen and think about another one, but I realized that fits with this one:
"Then out of the blues you came
You shine a little light on a cloudy day
Baby you could make
A broken heart go away
I'm not gonna lie
This feeling inside I can't explain
I'm gonna blame it on a summer rain"
You shine a little light on a cloudy day
Baby you could make
A broken heart go away
I'm not gonna lie
This feeling inside I can't explain
I'm gonna blame it on a summer rain"
